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Xon whacks teresa again with another pillow! :evillaugh:
Sat Feb 17, 2007, 1:41 AM
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Waiting for your plans to achieve sucess. :glomp:
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Xon hits Teresa with a huge pillow to welcome her back to the fold. :evillaugh: :glomp:
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Would you have a relationship with somebody completely paralyzed?

49%
17 deviants said Why not? they're people too.
14%
5 deviants said Yes, I'm an admirer of the disabled, and I find beauty where others see ugliness.
14%
5 deviants said Yeah, but he/she would have to be an amazing person in order to offset all the trouble I'd have to go through for him/her.
11%
4 deviants said No, I play really hard and I need a partner that can share all the same activities as me.
9%
3 deviants said Other. Please Tell me your reason and why
3%
1 deviant said No, I have too many of my own problems to be able to care for an invalid.
0%
No deviants said No way, are you kidding? That's gross!

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Journal Entry: Thu Apr 12, 2007, 2:08 AM
I had planned to be a bit more active here, sorry about that. I don't want to disappointment anybody else and make another promise, but I'll try to be here more. My brother is home for some R&R from Iraq, he goes back friday. I must say it's been pretty awesome to have him home.

My Diva friends... from the beginning...

:iconmoonmystress: :iconflordelys: :iconjadacollectibles: :iconfaeriegodnurse:

Here are the groups I belong to

:iconthe-beauty-decays: :iconcreatures-of-shadows: :iconabstractsilence: :iconphoto-manips: :iconlucid-dreamers: :iconmagic-myth: :iconart-masters: :icondesigningdivas: :iconthe-fairy: :iconmanip-equips: :iconinsomniacsclub: :iconaselclub:
  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: my roomate jabber
  • Watching: deadliest catch

Today I'm gonna wallow...

Journal Entry: Wed Mar 21, 2007, 6:21 PM
Things are not exactly going well on the homefront. Amongst my deepening depression are a dying grandfather that needs round the clock supervision, and a co-dependent mother who is controlling, who's also sleeping with my ex-boyfriend/now roomate, my brother is going to Iraq in May, and then there's my constant headaches.
For the last 2 years, my grandfather has been battling colon cancer, and in addition to taking care of me, my mom is taking care of him as well. In recent months, his cancer became terminal. In the last couple weeks, it has taken a turn for the worse. We think the cancer spread to his brain, and he's really confused. It's like trying to keep track of a two year old in a way. She's balancing three checkbooks. She doesn't trust me to do mine right, I've already asked. She does the yardwork, mows the lawn and such.
My ex-boyfriend/roomate is partially disabled with cp, and she does everything for him as well. I do grasp the fact that she is under a huge amount of stress, but she piles eveybody's messes upon herself. Either people ask, or she offers to fix people's problems, and when it wreaks chaos on her fragile system, I take the brunt of her frustration.
For instance, when I ask her to do something for me, like give me some Excedrin for my pounding headache, she blows up at me, and trys to make it my fault, that me and my demanding ways wont let her get any time for herself. She didn't say that in so many words, but it was basically what she hints at, and I just feel like a third wheel, which I'm sure how she wants me to feel. I could look the other way if it were once in a while, but it's every day, and it's really wearing on me. Me and mom don't hardly get out but a few sentences to each other a day now.
I know I would feel so much better if I weren't such a hermit. I feel like I'm being held underwater... I can see life up above, but I just can't reach the surface. More like living on a deserted island. In my accident, I lost my voice and am unable to speak, so I can't talk on the phone. I have no really close friends, and I don't blame anybody for not getting close to me, I probably wouldn't want to get close to me either. Taking me out is comparible to taking out a blow up doll I bet.


I'm also going to put some new artist features up. Their artwork, or services to this community aren't given the true recognition I feel they deserve.

=JadaCollectibles

*The-Slinger

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My Diva friends... from the beginning...



Here are the groups I belong to

  • Mood: Shitty
  • Watching: The news

Artist Features, and a bit of pititul groveling!

Journal Entry: Wed Feb 14, 2007, 2:19 AM
Y'all excuse me while I thump my head on the wall a few more times here... thump thump thump! Ahhhhh! Ok, I'm good now. :eyepopping:

I'm about to shamelessly get on my virtual knees here and beg of anybody in the land of DA if they would be generous enough to set some time aside and show - ok, I won't lie - DO up my journal all fancy for me? :flirty:


I'm also going to put some new artist features up. Their artwork, or services to this community aren't given the true recognition I feel they deserve.

=JadaCollectibles

*The-Slinger

^oibyrd

My Diva friends... from the beginning...



Here are the groups I belong to

  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: Only love by Sophie B. Hawkins

I'm back! I think...

Journal Entry: Sat Feb 10, 2007, 2:41 AM
  • Mood: Neutral
  • Watching: a documentary on virtual reality
I have missed DA and my friends here so much. I got depressed and burned out. I lost all interest, and I started other things, but I hope my creative muscles haven't atrophied. Everybody has jumped miles ahead, from what I have seen. It's going to be challenging to get back in the swing of things.

When I first re-opened DA, it said I had over 32,000 deviations and almost 5,000 messages unread. There's no way I can get to all those, so with it being a new year, I will start with a clean slate. Not all of you know that I'm a quadrapelegic, paralyzed from the neck down. I am a bit slower than the average person. I will try my hardest to get to every comment I can. If I don't get to you for some reason, please don't be upset or hurt and just know that i have nothing but the greatest appreciation for those who are kind enough to stop and visit.





I was Tagged

Journal Entry: Fri Feb 17, 2006, 9:56 PM




Mood: Moo Meh.

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[1]-[Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.]
I'm physically unable to do that

[2]-[Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.]
I'm physically unable to do that

[3]-[What is the last thing you watched on TV?]
Dr. Phil (he so rocks)

[4]-[Without looking, guess what time it is:]
7:00 pm

[5]-[Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?]
7:34 pm

[6]-[With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?]
the tv in the living room

[7]-[When did you last step outside? What were you doing?]
on the 11th i believe, watching a movie with a friend

[8]-[Before you started this survey, what did you look at?]
my email

[9 ]-[What are you wearing?]
a nightgown

[10]-[What did you dream last night?]
I don't remember

[11]-[When did you last laugh?]
today sometime

[12]-[What is on the walls of the room you are in?]
jungle motif, pictures of big cats

[13]-[Seen anything weird lately?]
wierdness is relative, isn't it?

[14]-[What do you think of this quiz?]
its great getting to know people

[15]-[What is the last film you saw?]
annapolis, which kinda sucked

[16]-[If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?]
a beautiful dreamhouse that is very accomodating for a wheelchair, and a new wheelchair, a new van with a hydraulic lift, a whirlpool, you know, stuff that would be great for disabled people. I'd never want for anything again =D

[17]-[Tell me something about you that I don't know:]
I wish for once in my life I could feel needed, instead of being the one doing all the needing

[18]-[If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?]
good will never happen unless there is honesty in politics, so that is where I'd start

[19]-[Do you like to dance?]
I certainly would if I could!

[20]-[George W Bush:]
The most evil being alive, and the fact that he has everybody snowed makes him more dangerous

[21]-[Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?]
I would call her Brooke

[22]-[Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?]
I would call him David

[23]-[Would you ever consider living abroad?]
it's hard enough to get me to the doctors office

[24]-[What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
I love you no matter what

[25]-[4 people who must also do this memo in THEIR journal:]
anybody willing to do this!

Come feast your eyes on this eyecandy!

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